Song thing

It's rather long, I told you so :P anyway, I repeat the chorus, so it really could be a song. I made a kinda tune to it, cause I guess I believe in dressing how you feel you are. I like pairing girly tops with baggy jeans :D. (You probably thought I got rid of them, huh Steffanie? :D)

I'm looking in the mirror
And I don't know
Who's staring back at me
This person in the mirror
Looks so different from who
I'm supposed to be
I've listened to the world
And all the voices in it
So this is who I turned out to be
With ice cold eyes
Like chips of stone
And a heart to match
Where's the girl I used to be
And who's this staring back at me
Because I don't know
Who I am anymore
But I've just done
What I've been told
Head down, Blend in
Become a part of the herd
But I don't want to
Be who I'm told anymore
It's not just at school
Or by my friends
That I'm told who I am
or who I should become
I see my parents
Peering at me on
this pedestal I hate
They've set the bar
And held up hoops
And I have made each one
Yet they set the bar
Higher still and I'm
Of falling from this place
I'm breaking down and yet
I can't just give up
I'm spiraling completely
Out of what control I have
I'm ready to just scream
But then someone might hear me
Because I don't know
Who I am anymore
But I've just done
What I've been told
Head down, blend in
Become a part of the herd
But I don't want to
Be who I'm told anymore
I guess it's not so bad
Being who I'm told
But I just want to be me
I'm ready to stand out
And not blend in anymore
Because I don't know
Who I am anymore
But I've just done
What I've been told
Head down, blend in
Become a part of the herd
But I don't want to
Be who I'm told anymore