We had another fight

My mom was reading fan fiction, and she said when she finished the story, she would come downstairs. I meant the current screen, but she went and started another one because it was of the same story. She said that she didn't believe me when I said that she never did anything with us anymore. SHE DOESN'T!!!!! She didn't even come to testing today and is apparently now stunned that I want her to come down and hear my sisters' and I stories. I can't even remember the last time that she just came down and chatted. She's almost always holed up in her study reading that stupid fanfiction. I'm tempted to bust through the door she locked, but then I would have to pay for it. All I want is my mom back. Anywho, edited poem below. I'm really trying not to hit something at the moment because my mom hasn't noticed how all we do together is sit in the car or go to the dojang. I want the "cool mom" who plays video games and gets into my hobbies, the one who raised me. I don't know who she is, but she's not acting like my mother. I know it's tough to write a dissertation, but that was back in march!!!!! that's at least six months. And I know I'm whining a lot but I need my mother because how else am I supposed to figure out how to grow up???